Some people, friends and family, may look at my cuts and scars as a way to get attention, a way to remove my emotional pain, or maybe even just a nasty habit of mine, like smoking. Whatever. Every cut and scar has a deeper meaning. Every cut, every scar is a memory, a cruel word said to me, or a terrible feeling I felt towards myself at one point. SO close your mouth before you have rude things to say about my memories and emotions. Ask what each one means, show interest in my life and find the deep core meaning to why I feel so much emotional pain I feel the need to turn it into physical pain.
Purple: 10 facts about my room
Blue: 9 facts about my family
Green: 8 facts about appearance
Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood
Orange: 6 facts about my home town
Red: 5 facts about my best friend
Pink: 4 facts about my parents
White: 3 facts about my personality
Grey: 2 facts about my favorite things
Black: 1 fact about the person I like
Inbox the shit outta me. I want a rainbow
She paints a lovely picture, but there’s a dirty twist. The paintbrush is a razor, and the canvas is her wrist.✋��������
Hey guys, sorry I haven’t been on in awhile. I’ve been going through a really rough time. I could really use some help and words of encouragement. My boyfriend Carson relapsed and ended up in jail… He was doing so well too. I thought that he was going to be fine and stay clean. I won’t know anything till June 2nd. I started cutting again… I need some help. Can someone be here for me through this dark and depressing time of my life? Inbox me, anything. Anything will help right now… I’m in a hole and I need some help digging my way out of it. <3 Please and thank you.
Love, Amanda a Cutter, Trying to Recover.